Bringing The Past Forward & Releasing It

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I have always known what I am supposed to do from a very early age – Help people, help them heal themselves and inspire them to live their greatest lives. I have also always had this fear within me, a fear of scarcity, of not having enough, of running out and not being able to get anymore. Whether it was food, heating, money, it revolved around and around. It has stopped me from living the life I’m supposed to live.

I’ve been reading ‘I can see clearly now’ by Dr Wayne Dyer and there is a part of the book where he manages to forgive his father for abandoning him, his two brothers and his mother. It’s a very emotional chapter and he ends it by saying “I didn’t forgive my father just for his sake; I did it for my own and his as well”. This seemed to act as a catalyst upon me to release my fear of scarcity that has been holding me back from my big picture. I then thought why is this fear of scarcity holding me back? I’ve never been short of anything in my life. Yes, there have been times when I have had to pull the proverbial belt in a bit but that is all.

So I thought maybe regression would help, I then instantly had a feeling and heard inside my head this piteous, terrified voice crying for help. Following my instincts, I reached out my hands and felt (in my head) something reaching out to grasp them. I had my eyes closed and in my head reassured this voice that it would be ok, just reach a bit further and I’ll bring you into my time. I then perceived the contact had been made by me from another time, she grasped my hands and I pulled her into the 21st century. The fear emanating from her was overpowering, I kept saying “you are safe, you are safe, there’s nothing to be scared of”. As you can probably imagine the emotion was very high, the tears were pouring out of my eyes. When she became calm I invited her to see the world through my eyes. That I was safe, warm, that we had a roof over our heads, and food in our stomach. I took her for a walk around my home explaining that there was always everything that was needed and more to be safe and secure and never hungry.

The feeling of her has subsided now and I suppose she has merged with me. I have a strong sense that my fear of scarcity is going to dissipate very quickly.